At the end of the day i'm the one
you text when you're in hospital.
I'm the one you stay back hours for. I'm the one you text during the day, at night, midnight and when the sun rises. I make you laugh and match your meme energy.
I'm the first one who showed interest in your journey to GOD. THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE EMBARASSING. i'M THE ONE WHO TRIED TO SUPPORT YOU WITHOUT JUDGEMENT.
AT THE END OF THE DAY IT'S BEEN ME.
SO HERE I AM.
it
feels like i'm just standing still and
watering a flowing stream.
i don't see the point cause there is no point.
yet here i am.
it's like i'm setting myself up
for the biggest fall of my life.
i know myself,
it's THE ONE THING I WOULD NEVER COMPROMISE.
he's too cute.
his eyes, smile, laugh.
i like it all.
But i know how it would end.
so here i am.
watering a flowing stream.
i don't see the point cause there is no point.
yet here i am.
it's like i'm setting myself up
for the biggest fall of my life.
i know myself,
it's THE ONE THING I WOULD NEVER COMPROMISE.
he's too cute.
his eyes, smile, laugh.
i like it all.
But i know how it would end.
so here i am.
02:28am
Alex would say something to calm me down
no one will know me like he did.
Eli would distract me with a show or song
no one will make me smile like he did.
David would tell me shut up.
no one says it like him.
Alex would say something to calm me down
Eli would distract me with a show or song
David would tell me shut up.
02:24am
you pushed for so much
and when i can finally give it.
you stop pushing.
so i push
and you avoid.
you pushed for so much
and when i can finally give it.
you stop pushing.
so i push
and you avoid.
02:21am
I only knew them..
I don't know how to do this without them.
I only knew them..
I don't know how to do this without them.
02:19am
I wonder if i can ever forgive myself
I wonder if i can ever forgive myself
